23 5 / 2011
It was an insanely slow and boring day at work today. So instead of just mindlessly playing Street Fighter 4 on my iPod I decided to write some haiku.
Stupid fly buzzing
around my head, annoying.
I want to squish you.
Silent in this store.
Alone, my thoughts are loud.
I have to potty
Boy in the picture
Y U No Smile For Me Here?
You are now a meme.
Blue bruise on my knee.
What a pretty shade you are.
Pain when I touch, OW!
It’s true. I have finally snapped.
22 5 / 2011
I just sold my soul to a corporation. I kid, I love my job. I really do. I get to wake up and do something I like. I get to see some really groovy people and I make money. I miss my friends. I miss being lazy. I miss my 360.
But I think I am finally alright. Not 100% but close.
04 11 / 2010
I start crying for no reason. It’s like a faucet gets turned on and I just start crying.
02 11 / 2010
Woke up feeling like nothing matters. I have therapy today. I don’t want to go. I don’t want to talk about how I’m feeling. I don’t want to be asked why I do things over and over.
You want to know how I’m feeling? I’m sad. I’m angry. I want to die. I don’t want to cry anymore. I don’t want to feel so shitty. I want to be normal. I want to be alone. I don’t want to be lonely. I just want to be happy.
Why can’t I just find my happy?
01 11 / 2010
I’ve started on my crazy meds. They gave me something I can’t pronounce. The side effects scares me beyond belief. I’ve started to do leper checks. I’m scared of a rash.
I got my tattoo. It’s a pink ribbon. It matches Jackie’s and Jodie’s. It’s special to me. Right now it’s gross. I hate the part where it gets all crusty.
I got 2 reviews on deck. One for Mirrors 2 and one on Saw 3D. I have unfinished sculpey in the works but I now have a sealant for them! It’ll make it all shiny!
I want to enter this contest on DA. I think I have a good macro shot that will fit. Might as well. If I don’t win it won’t be the first time my photos have been shot down.
But now it’s The Salem Witch Trials and a little bit of science to ease the crawlies.